After All This TimeI still think about you,When I'm alone at night.I still miss you,When you're gone from my sight.I still dream of you,Much more than you know.Why did you ever leave me?Why did you have to go?
I amI am part of the background.I am a faded memory.I am the silence full of sound.I am whatever you need me to be.I am what's lurking in the night.I am the dark inside your mind.I am the thing that makes you fight.I am the thing that makes you blind.I am the part of you that's true.I am the part that no one sees.I am part of the background.I am a faded memory.
I Love YouI love you.With every move,With every muscle,With every bone,With every thought,With every dream,With every nightmare,With every pain,With every joy,With every smile,With every tear,With every laugh,With every sob,With every gasp,With every moan,With every breath,With every kiss,With every drop of blood,I love you.
Her"I'll slip my hands beneath your dress,And rake my nails down your chest,"And as her nails split my skin,I shivered in delightful sin.Sometimes I miss her scornful lips,Her searing kiss, her perfect hips.How it felt with her beneath me,Her body trembling in ecstasy.With thoughts of her running through my head,It's so much colder here in bed.I could fill this empty space,But I could never forget her face...
Turn Towards MeThe light, it stung. She tried to run,But to where could she flee?The whispers rang throughout her head,And so she turned to me.I wrapped her up in my embrace,Quieting her fears.I brought my lips down to her face,Kissing away her tears.
GameI laugh because I know your game I've played that game, as wellIt starts out just heavenly But then turns into HellI learned my lesson, quit the game None of it was trueWhen will you see past the lie? It's only hurting you
ScarsThese scars I've made,Still bloody and new,They're my testimony,Now I won't forget you.
BleedI grasp the handle, Your face clouding my headCool metal against my skin, Your laugh resounding in my earsAs I drag the knife across, Your smile is all I seeThe blade piercing my flesh, See how you make me bleed?I should hate you with a passion, But the passions all I feelI never should have told you, And now the pain is all too real.
BeautifulA marble faceA blank expressionNo emotion Shes still beautifulA sullen frownA saddened gazeAs blue as the ocean Shes still beautifulShe says I'm wrongShe says Im blindShe has no idea that She's too beautifulIn her presenceI feel weakI feel lowI feel smallShe has no idea thatWhen she smilesThe world is so much more Beautiful
One Special NightThe winter´s night was crisp and clear,the heaven full of starsand all the ones who saw the signs,came there from near and far.They followed one bright shining star,to a place called Bethlehem,to a stable on the edge of townand Joseph beckoned them in."Look!" He cried with tears in his eyes."Mary´s had a child.""He´s wonderful, so precious. Stayand behold him for a while.""He will grow to be a good man,clever, wise and mild.""He´ll teach the world about love andto have faith in all mankind."Joseph smiled as his head did nodand this he also said,"This child is someone special,for he was sent to us from God." Poetry by Suzan
Christmas LightsTwilight moments between night and dayAre quiet and cold in winter's graspIn suburban solitude I strollOn the frigid eve of Christmas dayThat tranquil silence and touch of frostIs what drew me from within my homeIntrospection presses upon meWith the urgency of a soft breezeSo rare an occasion has pavementSeemed inviting upon which to treadBefore long all that lights my pathwayAre street lamps and tacky Christmas lightsWhat pathetic form of vanityWould compel a family to throwA tasteless assortment of light bulbsOn their home in so-called Christmas cheer?I slow down and linger near the houseDisplaying the most exuberanceA quick glimpse through the window revealsA tree heavily decoratedPlaced next to the glass for all to seeAre they so vain that they would indulgeWhat has become a stereotypeOf this nation's seasonal culture?Continuing on my night saunterI stare down the rod ahead of meInstead of the ornate vanityWith which these strangers strike my sensesThe n
How to be happy.Wash away the webs, clean your wounds,and whiten your smile.Break your mirrors,dump the contents of your makeup drawer,and dry your face of your tears.Burn away the wax inside of you,listen to the gales of the wind god,breathe deeply and dispel your worries,and understand that it could always be worst.Understand that there are people there for you,and they always will be.
AnxietyIt starts with a sparkThen turns to a flameAlthough it burnsIt’s fairly tameBut then it growsFed by my fearsBecomes wildfireScorches and searsThe wildfire is not easily dousedIt spreads too far before it’s sousedBefore sooty soil will saturateThe scorching fire will permeate~ MangaFeline (B.M.)
ArachneSpinyour silkof rhythm,weave tapestrieswith your thread of words;imagery createdfrom an alphabet of dreams,your skill rivaling Athena's;the condensation of all our sighsgets caught in your network of poetry.
Nerissa's BalladeThe young smiling rose of a girlSprouts from a holy family treeHer life beginning to unfurlSailor Damkina, small Nerri.With a cheerful grin and readyTo arrive in this crystal townShe whispers her guarantee,Promising, "I won't let you down".She strikes first with one hand raisedAnd calls down acid rain from the skiesNerri controls the lightning's blazeOr sweet petals soothe painful criesWith a kiss, she heals her alliesShe defends this crystal town,Confident sparkle in her eyes,Promising, "I won't let you down."Small in stature, but brave in heart, So do not underestimateHow her courage sets her apartRising to discover her fate,A girl whose destiny awaits.Growing up in this crystal townA child who will become great,Promising, "I won't let you down."Sailor Damkina, small NerriMaking her home in this crystal townThe sweet child and brave senshiPromising, "I won't let you down."
Sinful MusicYou gasp with needI cant refuseMy lips upon your skinThrough lust-filled breathsI hear your heartPounding deep withinI know this musicLoved it onceNow lets change the beatPleasure to painMoans to screamsThe sound deliciously sweet