After All This TimeI still think about you,When I'm alone at night.I still miss you,When you're gone from my sight.I still dream of you,Much more than you know.Why did you ever leave me?Why did you have to go?
I amI am part of the background.I am a faded memory.I am the silence full of sound.I am whatever you need me to be.I am what's lurking in the night.I am the dark inside your mind.I am the thing that makes you fight.I am the thing that makes you blind.I am the part of you that's true.I am the part that no one sees.I am part of the background.I am a faded memory.
I Love YouI love you.With every move,With every muscle,With every bone,With every thought,With every dream,With every nightmare,With every pain,With every joy,With every smile,With every tear,With every laugh,With every sob,With every gasp,With every moan,With every breath,With every kiss,With every drop of blood,I love you.
Her"I'll slip my hands beneath your dress,And rake my nails down your chest,"And as her nails split my skin,I shivered in delightful sin.Sometimes I miss her scornful lips,Her searing kiss, her perfect hips.How it felt with her beneath me,Her body trembling in ecstasy.With thoughts of her running through my head,It's so much colder here in bed.I could fill this empty space,But I could never forget her face...
Turn Towards MeThe light, it stung. She tried to run,But to where could she flee?The whispers rang throughout her head,And so she turned to me.I wrapped her up in my embrace,Quieting her fears.I brought my lips down to her face,Kissing away her tears.
GameI laugh because I know your game I've played that game, as wellIt starts out just heavenly But then turns into HellI learned my lesson, quit the game None of it was trueWhen will you see past the lie? It's only hurting you
ScarsThese scars I've made,Still bloody and new,They're my testimony,Now I won't forget you.
BleedI grasp the handle, Your face clouding my headCool metal against my skin, Your laugh resounding in my earsAs I drag the knife across, Your smile is all I seeThe blade piercing my flesh, See how you make me bleed?I should hate you with a passion, But the passions all I feelI never should have told you, And now the pain is all too real.
BeautifulA marble faceA blank expressionNo emotion Shes still beautifulA sullen frownA saddened gazeAs blue as the ocean Shes still beautifulShe says I'm wrongShe says Im blindShe has no idea that She's too beautifulIn her presenceI feel weakI feel lowI feel smallShe has no idea thatWhen she smilesThe world is so much more Beautiful
MonsterThat bony smile across his facea sight to take your breath awayas time erupts and slips its pacea noose of stars that went astrayslips down the sky to find its place.He said he roamed too far afieldthat all his pleas were spurned and shunnedthe hands of god refused to yieldThey only left him dazed and stunnedwith fleshy wounds that never healed.So now he haunts the fields and fensand calls the narrow ways his home.The secrets that no man can ken,the buzzards bleat a wretched droneand turn their backs on drowning men.
The World Within My CityThere's another world within my city,Where people cry and sleep on stone,They scavenge and beg for food and water,But in the end they always die alone.I think once they were just like me,They didn't deserve to end up like this,But now they're oppressed and I'm free,It was taken out of their hands it wasn't their choice.However, it was their life that was stolen,In the blink of an eye they lost everything,Most can hear that old, rotting bell tollin',For now they sleep broken, and on the streets.They rolled the dice, and got snake eyes,We hardly feel anything towards them but pity,As we pass them by and they silently watch,I hope they find the world outside my city.
MankindWe’re all just worthless,Pointless,Careless type of people,Who wants to be consumed by evil.We could ignore the chances of being equal.Hating is what we choose, knowing it’s lethal —A virus is within a needle.We pierce it into our skins, expecting some sort of sequel,Wanting our drug to make the world peaceful,Forgetting that the world will only be hateful.Wars against our neighbors are frightful,Expanding our pitiful beliefs of being fearful.How naïve are we to be so hurtful?Yes, just let us murder children with words but say “we’re being insightful” —Stupid, idiotic,Moronic,So blinded but we can still see.We can’t develop sympathy, empathyFor the possibilityOf eventually being able to seeWhat cannot be seen by humanity —Mankind is just ugly creatures,Monsters of the past and the future with new featuresThat created these proceduresTo hate, to rage, to fight,Blocking the weak sight.When will we learn
Little Desert TownWelcome to our little town, in the desert deepWhere strange lights pass over us, while we all pretend to sleepWhere creeping dread and mystery is everything you feelWhere angels are like mountains - as in, they're both not realLet's first head to Big Rico's and have a slice to eatOr we have something else for lunch, if it doesn't contain wheatDo you see that helicopter? If it's black, then it's okayBut if it happens to be yellow, scream and run awayDo you see that house nearby, the one that isn't there?It once swallowed a scientist with perfect, perfect hairLet's visit Tamika Flynn, the bravest girl in townShe once vanquished a librarian, completely on her ownYou want to see the dog park? Good God, what's wrong with you?Nobody ever leaves alive, except maybe one or two.Our weather here's the best thing that you will ever hearIt has the finest melodies, so soothing for your earsLet's go visit Old Josie, and her friend Erika – with KHer cookies taste angelic, her s
I belongI am feeling love deep inside my core.Tenderness, compassion, what else could be more?All this makes me gentle yet strong,and believing here I rightfully belong.~Petra
The Haze Between UsFormless underneath that capeAll the scars I inflictWill you look at me?Take my hands with your blood uponOr hold me at the nape?So I can for one last timeLet you see meStains in rivulets you cleanedI can still rememberSo does the earth underneathMy nails cannot ever be pardonedCovered another themeThey clutch at piteous prideSlip as quick as I breatheI plead by eye to blinded cowlTake me back insideHave I not been punished?Drowned in the bone dust you criedWhen our romance went afoulAnd I took the part of youFrom my piece of mindSpectre of my sceneryTransparent as the rainsYet forthcoming the travails eschewDarling have I behaved so cruel?To make this existence drearyThat when I smileYou can only forget you knew?I write the testament and scribeWith those sins as ink and penTrying to atone this finger paintOn a canvas devoid of eleganceMake the colour grey sighInstead of tearilyReflect my longing visage of lateWitness by the passing daysCan you see m
BiblioclasmPeople burn like pagesBad memories with good.They ripTearRipTearRipTearRepeat.As ash covers their facesThey do what no one should.They ripTearRipTearRipTearRepeat.Like blank and blackened cornersWe never had a chance.And so we ripTearRipTearRipTearRepeat.This city fills with mournersWho shrivel at a glanceWhile they ripTearRipTearRipTearRepeat.Flaming books that once were vesselsBurning with them all our pasts.When they ripTearRipTearRipTearRepeat.
Orange rosesThis nightI dreamedYou were thereYou left me two orange rosesTied with a velvet twine
How is it that a loss which was the baneHow is it that a loss which was the baneof life, and made you limp, becomes your cane?Your sorrow, pampered like a pet! You deignTo honor something low and mean, you feignDislike but stroke it daily. See, its gainGrows faster now, for when you sleep, you’ve lainIn hollow hours, mopping tears, its maneDraped by your side. You like familiar pain.Yet I would send you storm clouds, heavy rain,To roust and drown this pet, to make you saneAgain, for life is never lived in vain.If life will grow, of course a life will wane.So when a heavy loss becomes the baneThen honor high and bright and love and gain.
Sinful MusicYou gasp with needI cant refuseMy lips upon your skinThrough lust-filled breathsI hear your heartPounding deep withinI know this musicLoved it onceNow lets change the beatPleasure to painMoans to screamsThe sound deliciously sweet